I really shouldn’t be doing this right now.

Seriously. I have countless unfinished Java programs under my nose which are all due tomorrow. I should be working under the Eclipse workbench – not Safari nor Firefox. Oh help me God!

I hope Windows Live and Blogger and Facebook be under maintenance! PLEASE. :))

Visible much.

Twitter. Plurk. Facebook. Friendster. Multiply. Tumblr. Blogspot. Wordpress. Windows Live. Yahoo Mail. GMail.

Name it, I probably have it. I’ve been too caught up in the cyber world that I tend to embrace any technology that comes to it. And here I am, wondering if that’s a good thing or a bad thing. I think I’ve made myself too visible. I exist too much – if there’s such a thing. :))  Now, I’m still thinking about deleting some of those online accounts – especially the old ones that I already fail to update. The only downside there is, I’ll be erasing along with it the memories I have stored in there.

So there. I’m really bummed up on what to do. ;(

Total Perplexity Under Feeble Sanity

Perplexity ( \pər-ˈplek-sə-tē\ )

Perplexity's nothing but the most appropriate term to disclose the state that my mind's into right now. When formally or conventionally defined, perplexity falls under two states - the positive and the negative. It's this sixty-four-thousand-dollar question that keeps on racking our brains because of it's complexity - more of a stumper and a mind-riddler. On the other hand, it is also the state of bewilderness, the feeling of being in lala-land. Complicated, eh? Exactly what I intend to point out. Meanwhile, sanity's the ability to stick to the lucidness of everything despite life's blur - keeping a sound mind.

Imagine having a perplexed life but having but a tiny bit of sanity and levelheadedness. *FLOP* A total epic fail, if I may add.

I've had the worst and best days of my life so far. And how I make the worst ones transform into one of the best ones is one of my ordeals in this life. But at this point, I admit to being in this stagnant phase of anybody's life wherein I know where I'm supposed to fall at - where I got everything and nothing I wanted at the same time yet there's still this twitch of hope to get things back to how I used to have them - before I wanted any alterations. But that doesn't mean that I love my life a little less. Or maybe, at some point, I did like it a less than before but that's not reason enough to make the journey worthwhile. So I would like to share with you every single step I take into fulfilling my dreams, leaving all the complexities, dropping off the perplexities in favor of a simpler, better way of life while holding myself together.

End goal: Simplicity towards perfect sanity.

The Unusual Disclaimer.

Hello there, stranger. It's me again. This is my nth weblog and I have this feeling that I'm sort of wasting too much space here on cyberworld. If you'd ask me what my blogs' URL's are, most probably, you'd be getting nothing more than a straight-face from me. Yes, it's that bad. :)

Why another weblog again? It's just that I feel that I've missed out on a lot of things and I just let ideas slip of my head for the past months. My last blog which I had to shut last July was my constant companion and confidant at the time that my life's too rock-ribbed. Now, I intend to do the same. Just please believe me when I say that I do intend to keep this blog updated.

I'd be warning you though that there are times when my mind seems to be in its unbalanced state. (Consider this as my kind precaution)

Expect more from me. More inputs from the source of my perplexity - my thoughts. You'd be hearing more rants, raves, and please... expect rampage. Just kidding. :)

But seriously, I swear I'll take some time off to squeeze out my creative juices that were held stagnant for quite some time now.

Ciao!