Thursday, October 1, 2009

Total Perplexity Under Feeble Sanity

Perplexity ( \pər-ˈplek-sə-tē\ )

Perplexity's nothing but the most appropriate term to disclose the state that my mind's into right now. When formally or conventionally defined, perplexity falls under two states - the positive and the negative. It's this
sixty-four-thousand-dollar question that keeps on racking our brains because of it's complexity - more of a stumper and a mind-riddler. On the other hand, it is also the state of bewilderness, the feeling of being in lala-land. Complicated, eh? Exactly what I intend to point out. Meanwhile, sanity's the ability to stick to the lucidness of everything despite life's blur - keeping a sound mind.

Imagine having a perplexed life but having but a tiny bit of sanity and levelheadedness. *FLOP* A total epic fail, if I may add.

I've had the worst and best days of my life so far. And how I make the worst ones transform into one of the best ones is one of my ordeals in this life. But at this point, I admit to being in this stagnant phase of anybody's life wherein I know where I'm supposed to fall at - where I got everything and nothing I wanted at the same time yet there's still this twitch of hope to get things back to how I used to have them - before I wanted any alterations. But that doesn't mean that I love my life a little less. Or maybe, at some point, I did like it a less than before but that's not reason enough to make the journey worthwhile. So I would like to share with you every single step I take into fulfilling my dreams, leaving all the complexities, dropping off the perplexities in favor of a simpler, better way of life while holding myself together.

End goal: Simplicity towards perfect sanity.


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